Wednesday, March 3, 2010

baby aurora


Exactly 9 months ago from today I spiritually adopted a baby that was potentially in danger of abortion. I named her Aurora. Each day I put in a good word for her with my good ol' God.
On the night of February 27, I had this bizarre dream. I dreamed that I was pregnant, and my baby was pressing its hand against my stomach like it was trying to hold my hand. I could see the imprint of its little hand on my belly. I woke up so amazed and refreshed.
Thank you, God, for that wonderful sign. I know she made it.

Happy Birthday, baby Aurora: March 3, 2010.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

now

i'm adriana diaz. i'm a fifteen year old female human. i just wrapped up a two year relationship. and i don't really know how i feel. i still love him. and i'd take him back any day. but i think things are best if we live as friends for a bit. for his sake.
anyways. i feel like i'm turning a new page. there's definitely a 'now' and 'then' in my life now. i learned a ton and i don't regret a single thing. but it's time for some new things. perhaps some new people.
i'm still an artist. i'm still a musician. i'm still a tree hugger. i'm still an intellectual. i'm still an adventurer. i'm still a biologist. i'm still a lover. i'm still a human. i'm still a teenager. i'm just single now. and i have to figure things out all over again.
for now, i know that i don't want to forget anything. but perhaps i'll try some new things.

thank you.